OOC: Trinity Universe/FreakAngels AU
Oct. 3rd, 2011 07:36 pmOOC: (Set almost immediately after this.)
Picture two young people, very much in love, their naked bodies intertwined. Their passion spent, sweet sleep has staked its claim on them, the dark night broken only by their soft, slow breaths as they lie dreaming.
But the past casts long shadows. Before the man in her arms set foot in this world, Annabelle endured terrible suffering at the hands of so called SCIENCE. The weeks afterward were hellish, but she thought the last of those "spells" was far in her past.
How the excruciating agony and paralysis of that terrible Machine tormented its prior victims after it was scrap and ash is still a mystery. And yet, the Society had had every reason to believe that the last of its poisons had been purged from Annabelle's body: discounting that one solitary twinge after she first kissed Connor, no hint of its presence had shown itself in more than a year.
Feeling as if every pain receptor has been switched on all at once and left to fire again and again without mercy, feeling her body stiff and unable to respond to her will.... is not the worst part. The worst part is that her mind drags her back Then, back to that hellish lab, the near madness and despair. (Psychology is quite literally in its infancy in this time and place, and the idea of "Shell Shock" or Post Traumatic Stress Disorder as something that can happen to anyone other than soldiers who were shelled is an utterly foreign notion.)
Picture two young people, very much in love, their naked bodies intertwined. Their passion spent, sweet sleep has staked its claim on them, the dark night broken only by their soft, slow breaths as they lie dreaming.
But the past casts long shadows. Before the man in her arms set foot in this world, Annabelle endured terrible suffering at the hands of so called SCIENCE. The weeks afterward were hellish, but she thought the last of those "spells" was far in her past.
How the excruciating agony and paralysis of that terrible Machine tormented its prior victims after it was scrap and ash is still a mystery. And yet, the Society had had every reason to believe that the last of its poisons had been purged from Annabelle's body: discounting that one solitary twinge after she first kissed Connor, no hint of its presence had shown itself in more than a year.
Feeling as if every pain receptor has been switched on all at once and left to fire again and again without mercy, feeling her body stiff and unable to respond to her will.... is not the worst part. The worst part is that her mind drags her back Then, back to that hellish lab, the near madness and despair. (Psychology is quite literally in its infancy in this time and place, and the idea of "Shell Shock" or Post Traumatic Stress Disorder as something that can happen to anyone other than soldiers who were shelled is an utterly foreign notion.)
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Date: 2011-10-16 05:37 am (UTC)Nightmares out of real fear, real trauma, real pain, instead of imagined things and temporary insecurities, are worse.
Luckily, Annabelle has Connor: still deep asleep, he can feel her distress and react.
Annabelle.
It's not real.
You're not there.
You're here, with me.
The sensation is familiar, the tender love, then gentle presence. You're safe.
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Date: 2011-10-16 02:32 pm (UTC)Is it possible to cling to someone mind to mind? Because that's certainly what she's trying to do at the moment.
The pain, alas, had its birth in current physiological phenomena, so it doesn't fade with his interference. Neuropathic pain was a bitch to treat even Back Then, in the 1920's...well, it's not even recognized for what it is.
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Date: 2011-10-16 04:18 pm (UTC)At least, she's not trapped and helpless, but being held by Connor, and comforted. You're here.
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Date: 2011-10-16 04:38 pm (UTC)The pain passes after a minute or two.
I'm sorry you had to see that she apologizes. To see her weak, to feel her pain and her fear.
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Date: 2011-10-16 04:54 pm (UTC)Yes, the kiss is plenty real enough, in the quiet shared dreamscape.
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Date: 2011-10-16 05:35 pm (UTC)Hm. That feels nice. Very nice. Annabelle returns the kiss eagerly, wrapping her arms around him.
She's easy to distract so long as the distraction is Connor, apparently.
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Date: 2011-10-16 07:37 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-10-16 07:44 pm (UTC)Really, how many people out there would be able to cope with all of her...baggage?
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Date: 2011-10-16 10:50 pm (UTC)Better? There's still worry there.
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Date: 2011-10-16 11:03 pm (UTC)Better. Annabelle's a little worried too. I haven't had a spell like that in over a year...fucking Iverson.
Said scientist should probably be very thankful that he's already dead.
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Date: 2011-10-16 11:34 pm (UTC)Connor draws her closer, resting forehead to hers. Hm, time to wake up, have a cup of tea and clear our heads?
A dose of solid reality might help.
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Date: 2011-10-16 11:47 pm (UTC)Yes, she's still a little afraid he'll cut his losses and run. Fear is seldom rational, after all.
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Date: 2011-10-17 01:12 am (UTC)But he does. You first. A light kiss, and a mental nudge to wake her up...
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Date: 2011-10-17 01:19 am (UTC)On the plus side, she can ogle her boyfriend for a moment or two while he wakes up.
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Date: 2011-10-17 03:06 am (UTC)..okay sleeping in the nude and waking up close to her is still the most awesome thing ever.
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Date: 2011-10-17 03:17 am (UTC)When he woke up yesterday, would he have guessed that he'd discover the most awesome thing ever for his birthday?
Annabelle goes through a quick mental inventory. "....damn. I don't think I've got anything in here suitable for making tea." Which probably means putting clothes on, unless they want to see if they can get room service from the household staff.....
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Date: 2011-10-17 07:59 pm (UTC)So far, he's leaning to a negative.
"Hm. We need to learn to turn invisible." That would help, right? "So we don't have to get dressed."
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Date: 2011-10-17 10:26 pm (UTC)Annabelle stretches, the motion unintentionally enticing. Long legs, smooth curves, graceful muscles, perky breasts, all in motion at once.
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Date: 2011-10-19 01:44 am (UTC)Hmm..
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Date: 2011-10-19 01:58 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-10-19 01:59 am (UTC)"...worn out?" That's a really strange concept.
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Date: 2011-10-19 02:12 am (UTC)Considering that he's known her not only in the biblical sense, but in ways those ancient scholars couldn't have imagined....
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Date: 2011-10-19 03:11 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-10-19 03:20 am (UTC)Annabelle might argue that SHE'S the luckiest girl in the world, you know.
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Date: 2011-10-19 03:39 am (UTC)...I guess we could get dressed, but right now, I can't find a reason to.
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